It’s not fair
For her
If you
Do not answer
Did she say too much?
Please make up
Your mind
And express
What you want
There might
Not be
Much time
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Show Me How YOU feel
I am a fool
I should not be given the ability to feel so much, to talk so much and I should not have been given a heart.
I feel as if the more I talk the more I push you away and the faster you will go.
Maybe I should stop blogging about my love life all together, maybe I should stop talking about every emotion that I feel throughout my being, but if I don’t talk about how I feel I will go crazy.
I’ve made you too important too fast and that scares you, lately everything I’ve said has probably scared you.
To tell you the truth I’m scared to fall in love, I’m scared to fall in love with you because there is no turning back from that once I love, I love, I love with every bit and piece of me. It scares me because I won’t want anyone else but you. I could loose myself again or you could break my heart but I’ve already said that won’t happen so why am I afraid? I want you too much already and it could destroy me. Your love for me could never destroy me it’s my feelings for you when I fall in love with you that could do it.
You have made such an impact on me in such a short time. You went from best guy friend to best guy friend I have a huge crush on in less than a month. We can talk about anything, I like that. Clearly we want the same things right now that’s always good. I feel like I’m doing so many of the wrong things because you won’t tell me how you feel. I want to know how you feel. If you can’t tell me then show me, show me how you feel about me through action.
I WANT IT FIXED
I kind of feel like crying
It might just kill me if he leaves
no actually, it probably will kill me
You know?
this guy is pretty much the first guy I’ve ever had a strong connection with
this is a mutual thing too, at least it better be
I’m not a fan of feeling rejection ever
and I have asked guys out before
and gotten rejected from that
but this is just
It makes me feel sick
ya know?
the one person who said they wouldn’t hurt me
pretty much did
I mean I know stuff like this happens all the time
but I’m really not used to this and I’d rather not get used to being rejected by someone I care about
I’m probably not even helping either
I’m probably just making him hate me more or loose interest
I guess this is just one thing that I really can’t fix
its up to him to fix it
I’m just being a bitch about it
I JUST WANT IT FIXED NOW
I WANT TO STOP BEING FRUSTRATED
I WANT TO FUCKING KNOW THAT YOU CARE ABOUT ME
PLEASE
AND
THANK
YOU
NOW COME HERE
AND
KISS ME