Insert His Name Here

You are
Different
You are
Not like him
You could never
Hurt me
A thousand times
Or make me feel
Like I’m out of my mind
Your eyes are
So blue
Someday I want
To love you
There is no addiction here
I can see it so clearly
You may smoke
Cigarettes
But I can’t taste it
When you kiss me
You remind me
Of the ocean
So relaxed and outgoing
You taste like it too
You don’t taste like him
Your more then a home
A coffee drinker
Thank god
And your obsessed with art
I love it when you speak
I know sometimes
I’ll be silent
But that’s only
Because
It’s you I’m
Thinking of
I hope that’s okay
I want you to stay
I do fear
The loss of you
Please know that it’s true
I really really really really like you

Hidden Falls

She takes it
All in
One step
At a time
Still
Wonderfide
That it’s you
Will you win her heart?
Do you really want to go that far?
Fire from your kisses
Butterflies in my stomach
The taste of your lips
Is unlike anything I’ve experienced
I can still feel
The sparks on my lips
How could it be you?
How could you find me so quickly?
Could it be that you knew already
The connection we posses
Or is my heart just doing
Summersaults
Because
Of all of this
Everything is so familiar
Like a dream
Do you really want me?
A precious soul like you
Full of so much light
Is so rare in this world
You know I’m right
I don’t think
We could ever
Really fight
Your so much like me
In so many ways
I wish
Someday
That we could just
Lay around
Together
Not making much sound
Just sweet kisses
Here and there
So much to share

The Fallen (short story)

She could feel herself change. 

The kind of change you can only feel deep inside your heart.

Though her heart was much too big already.

She had created a wall that only the strongest of men could penetrate.

Not by strength, no, but by the power in his heart and the hands of a real man.

Hands able to lift a sword with both hands.

A man of truth, loyalty and  a devotion to her like no other. 

She always spoke with meaning, no matter how completely insane she sounded. 

She was never like other girls, for most of the time she could not get her wings off the ground, working much harder then any average woman. 

Her powers were indifferent, unknown to the human eye, only those with hearts similar to hers could see it, see what magic she carried inside her.

They would praise her for all the love and kindness she expressed. For her, they either loved her or liked her for who she was or hated her with more force then a bloody punch to the face. 

She never understood how a human could judge in such a way without truly knowing her, her past was full of that, she hated going to school for the longest amount of time because of the humans who felt the need to throw such heart bashing words at her. 

Those words never really stopped in any point in her life, that was until she left teenagehood. No longer a child, no longer a teen but very much of an adult. 

To this day she is still healing from such words. Surrounding herself around people who do truly love her or at least accept her for everything that she is. 

To those who had left, she would stick up her middle finger and yell “FUCK YOU”, for they didn’t deserve such love from a demi-goddess such as she. Being a terrible lair she could never speak words that didn’t mean anything, she was always about truth and giving others happiness. 

The only place she felt peace was near the water, always near the water, sometimes she could even make herself see it, see that ocean or that lake and those waves. 

The waves that had carried her to this foreign place at the start, she could never belong. 

 

Asleep Like Angels (ashortstory)

“THE BABY’S COMING!” screamed Lilian at the top the stairs, noticing her older sister undoubtedly going into labor on her bed. 

Alice was a short pale girl but her belly was swelling and you could tell very much by the redness in her face that she was having contractions. “Hospital.. now” she huffed in her sweet voice. She couldn’t sing now, not when she felt like her vagina was going to explode. 

She walked down the stairs carefully, taking out her phone and calling her husband. Pick up pick up pick up she thought frantically. He answered but before he could speak Alice said huffing “Chester.. the baby.. is coming!”

He couldn’t figure out what to say but he was so over joyed by this news, the love of his life was about to give birth to the second love of his life. All he managed to say was “Okay! I love you, meet you at the..” but she hung up, the pain was getting worse, just talking would make her cringe with pain. 

They got to the hospital in not long at all, Alice was put in her own room. They hooked her I.V up and any other thing that needed to be where it’s suppose when a woman gives birth. She wasn’t given drugs yet though, but she was dilated pretty far.   

What felt the most crazy to her was that she horny, she was a horny pregnant woman about to give birth to a child, she would see images of herself fucking her husband or of him fucking her in a kinky way over and over again. 

And now she was drugged and pushing, hard, ouch. She saw her husband come in threw the door, then he was right beside her. Everyone told her to push, she pushed, now she just needed one more push until this beautiful life form could be brought into the world. 

So much pain, blood and shit, but none of that mattered after their daughter Shay was brought into the world. Such a beautiful baby, Alice couldn’t help but cry with joy, what a delicate being she was, precious small lips and hands, Alice couldn’t stand it, she kissed her so sweetly, got a picture taken with her then fell asleep. 

Chester took the baby in his hands, she was so beautiful, so gorgeous just like her mother. What a brilliant event to take place between the woman he was in love with, to think they could possibly create such a small thing that could grow up one day.

First a commitment beyond death, two rings, one for each of them, then this precious child coming into their lives three years after. Such a gift. Such a miracle.

“I love you” he spoke tenderly to them both as they lay dreaming like angels.  

Those Words

I’m not sure what movie this is from but I think it’s one of the most precious thing I’ve ever read.