Sensitivity!

WHAT IS IT WITH PEOPLE 

AND THINKING THAT 

THOSE WHO ARE SENSITIVE ARE WEAK?

being sensitive 

just means that we 

have more of a sense 

of strength 

but it doesn’t have to come 

from the strength in our body

it’s in our minds 

and our hearts 

that makes us 

different 

I am extremely sensitive 

to others 

and many things 

I get sick by certain people 

who have a certain aura 

that suck energy 

I can get too stressed 

if too much happens in one day

or I pass too many people who are worried 

negative energy and emotions make me sick 

literally sick 

after being in a fight 

with one of my friends 

last weekend? 

I ended up with a slight fever

and I was paler then I usually am 

and I couldn’t eat anything 

since the words that were said to me 

gave me an anxiety attack

it wasn’t all that major really 

I just lost a lot of energy 

and my mouth sorta bled 

I also fainted 

and I couldn’t eat anything

it’s just what major pain 

does to me I guess

but when I’m happy 

and surrounded by positive things and people 

I feel like nothing can bring me down

and I no longer feel like I’m some crazy person

I wish I could heal more people 

but I know that’s not really the best thing 

for me to do 

last time I did that 

it didn’t really do much

but leave me 

with that persons sadness

I think assholes are weak 

because they portray themselves

as “NOT SENSITIVE”

and they put themselves first so much

that it becomes impossible to love them

because they think 

“hey if I put this person down it’ll make me feel better about myself”

newsflash dumbass 

it is unkind 

rude 

and hurtful

to treat others like that 

Men who are all 

“Holyier then thow” 

suck.

Believe me.

I’ve dated prideful man way too many times. 

NEVER AGAIN. 

Man, it feels so good to say that! 

I like guys with confidence. 

enough confidence. 

Oooooh! 

I almost forgot! 

ladies! 

I have a tip for you

casually look down at the foot of a guy you like 

and if one of his feet are pointing towards you 

IT MEANS HE LIKES YOU 😀 

and thinks your beautiful 

trust me on this. 

Men don’t ever act “themselves” 

around the woman they like 

I’m sorry I’m too tired to write any poems 

or stories right now 

I need to spend time healing 

and forgiving 

because forgiveness 

can make any soul 

happier 

and bring one hell 

of a load 

off your chest 

I don’t really forget these sorts of things 

(see blog post before this

but healing would defiantly make me feel better

we’ll see what else 

makes things better 

within the week 

I have hope 

Don’t worry 

before you know it 

I’ll be smiling again

instead of feeling like I’m fading 

with stupid pain

I love you all

thank you so much for being here for me 

I’ll let you know 

when I will be writing again

there will be happier story’s 

and poems 

and hopefully much to do 

with water 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

2 thoughts on “Sensitivity!

  1. Its a sad thing u’re talking about.
    But maybe its kind of a weakness. I mean if u get sick from getting into a fight with one of ur friends. But i think I know what u mean. There are times when u just feel bad for to much stuff and u can do nothing about it.
    I allways say to myself: He its this times in life that make u stronger….but u know, sometimes u just feel tired and want to give up.
    Hope u doing well soon

    • I think its a bit of both strength and weakness. It’s the words that hurt me the most from the fight, he said things that I had heard before in my past and had purposely repressed the memory’s that had anything to do with those words but once he said them it all just came back. Thank you so much for your kind words and support 🙂 I really appreciate it 😀 I hope so too

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