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Happy Forever

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So I just realized something today.. 

that as nerdy as I am 

I am just as intelligent 

like holy shit! 

I’m passing all of my classes 

with really fucking good grades! 

like really good grades! 

I am that smart! 

and I guess before 

I didn’t really wanna see that 

my actual intelligence but 

it’s there 

and I’m proud of myself 

I shouldn’t have to prove to anyone 

how intelligent I am

it’s been there all along 

and my talents 

are here too 

and I’m so blessed to have them 

and to have such glorious friends 

who have stuck with me for so long 

with such good times a head 

full of laughter and harmony 

and to be so interested in what I’m interested in 

romance will come my way when it’s ready 

and the fun is just about to begin 

besides my birthday is coming up 

and happiness 

will forever say with me 

😀 

I know it 

 

 

Sensitivity!

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WHAT IS IT WITH PEOPLE 

AND THINKING THAT 

THOSE WHO ARE SENSITIVE ARE WEAK?

being sensitive 

just means that we 

have more of a sense 

of strength 

but it doesn’t have to come 

from the strength in our body

it’s in our minds 

and our hearts 

that makes us 

different 

I am extremely sensitive 

to others 

and many things 

I get sick by certain people 

who have a certain aura 

that suck energy 

I can get too stressed 

if too much happens in one day

or I pass too many people who are worried 

negative energy and emotions make me sick 

literally sick 

after being in a fight 

with one of my friends 

last weekend? 

I ended up with a slight fever

and I was paler then I usually am 

and I couldn’t eat anything 

since the words that were said to me 

gave me an anxiety attack

it wasn’t all that major really 

I just lost a lot of energy 

and my mouth sorta bled 

I also fainted 

and I couldn’t eat anything

it’s just what major pain 

does to me I guess

but when I’m happy 

and surrounded by positive things and people 

I feel like nothing can bring me down

and I no longer feel like I’m some crazy person

I wish I could heal more people 

but I know that’s not really the best thing 

for me to do 

last time I did that 

it didn’t really do much

but leave me 

with that persons sadness

I think assholes are weak 

because they portray themselves

as “NOT SENSITIVE”

and they put themselves first so much

that it becomes impossible to love them

because they think 

“hey if I put this person down it’ll make me feel better about myself”

newsflash dumbass 

it is unkind 

rude 

and hurtful

to treat others like that 

Men who are all 

“Holyier then thow” 

suck.

Believe me.

I’ve dated prideful man way too many times. 

NEVER AGAIN. 

Man, it feels so good to say that! 

I like guys with confidence. 

enough confidence. 

Oooooh! 

I almost forgot! 

ladies! 

I have a tip for you

casually look down at the foot of a guy you like 

and if one of his feet are pointing towards you 

IT MEANS HE LIKES YOU 😀 

and thinks your beautiful 

trust me on this. 

Men don’t ever act “themselves” 

around the woman they like 

I’m sorry I’m too tired to write any poems 

or stories right now 

I need to spend time healing 

and forgiving 

because forgiveness 

can make any soul 

happier 

and bring one hell 

of a load 

off your chest 

I don’t really forget these sorts of things 

(see blog post before this) 

but healing would defiantly make me feel better

we’ll see what else 

makes things better 

within the week 

I have hope 

Don’t worry 

before you know it 

I’ll be smiling again

instead of feeling like I’m fading 

with stupid pain

I love you all

thank you so much for being here for me 

I’ll let you know 

when I will be writing again

there will be happier story’s 

and poems 

and hopefully much to do 

with water 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

You and Me, Me and You

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I’m really lucky you know? To have someone like you care about me so much, at least I think so. I hope that when your done with this time that I’m giving you, you will understand my feels as well. You do mean a lot to me. I guess I’m also trying to say thank you. Thank you so much for giving me this feeling that I have towards you. Thank you for listening to my ranting and rudeness but above all thank you for staying. Seriously I can’t wait to love you. I know your different then the others because you actually want me. I know how badly you want me and I see that you admire me in your eyes. Well I admire you to. Your one of the best things about my life now and I’m going to keep it that way, your going to stay that way. I have been selfish and unkind for reasons of my own and I hope I can be forgiven. I care about you very much and it sickens me that I hurt you. I’m excited for us to be together, to feel your touch again and the taste of your lips. Ill see you soon then huh? Yeah. Me and you. You and I. US. Together. I like that. I like you. I miss you and I want you.