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People let you go
For a reason
You may not know it
But they do.
Maybe you gave them too much
Too quickly.
Maybe you scared them away with your vulnerability.
Maybe they know you’re better then them so they leave.
Maybe everything they hate about you is what they hate about themselves.
There is only one person who I regret loosing and I know he’s never coming back. I also know that it’s my fault even though he planned on it anyway.
Nowadays if I even dare to try and talk to him I just get criticized. Told how ungrateful I am and how I don’t know what I want..

You Should Stay OR You Should Go (Short Story)

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“You don’t have to stay for me, everyone leaves anyway” She said in a sad way, looking down at her feet 

“What are you talking about?” he asked her, coming ever so close to her, wanting so badly to just touch her and hold her in his arms 

“Everyone leaves, your going to leave just like they did, your no different then the others” she stated, feeling frustrated, still having that uneasy feeling within her 

“I’m not going to leave you, I don’t know why you would even think that..” he hugged her this time, not wanting to let go 

“You don’t have to lie to me just tell me the truth, you ignore me, you don’t answer my messages and you don’t even act like you want me in your life.. I don’t even get those “Good Morning” texts” she tried her best to push away from him 

His smile dropped, but he held tight to her anyway 

“I’m sorry I’ve been so busy and that our plans haven’t been working out but I’m here now aren’t I? I’m with you right now, we are going to spend all afternoon and most of the night together and there is nothing you can do about it” 

This defiantly made her giggle. She turned around and looked straight at him. 

“It’s still not fair that you made me wait..I fucking hate waiting” 

“Well maybe this will help you forgive me” he put his arms around her waist, pulling her closer, then ever so gently he placed his lips on hers and kissed her

She hadn’t been kissed like that for such a long time. The butterflies in her stomach grew bigger and bigger, creating a wave of excitement throughout her body.

It was about time she enjoyed herself.  

It Won’t Be Long Now

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I have this big feeling in my gut 

that things will work themselves out 

sooner then I think

and it’s not because 

my tarot cards have read me this 

but my guts 

a bit excited 

for things that are about to happen

even if it feels like 

they aren’t really happening 

I guess in some ways 

they will 

or they are 

I’m not giving up

even though 

I’m quite confused 

about it all 

my love life 

isn’t all that confusing anymore 

I don’t love any of my exes 

or my best guy friend 

anymore 

I do have an interest 

but I’m not sure how far its going to go 

if we don’t hang out soon 

even so 

I’m good with being friends too

if that’s what he wants 

I’m a bit confused though

about this guy in my classes 

who honestly 

no matter how much 

I ignore him 

he still looks at me like I’m the greatest thing in the world 

but the man has a girlfriend 

so it’s not fair to me 

or to her if he keeps starring at me 

and before 

I did try to get him to talk to me 

and I made things obvious 

but now I have given up

even if he does make me blush 

intensely 

most of the time 

but ya know 

what’s meant to be will be 

I wont force anything 

on anyone 

and if a guy want’s to be with me 

I assume he will make the effort 

no matter how busy he is 

or what 

so now 

I’ll just wait patiently 

for things to work out 

it won’t take too long 

but I honestly 

don’t wait for anyone 

but I can wait for things to happen 

it’s cool

really 

but you must know 

you’ve got no chance of being with me 

if you don’t give me attention 

or at least some of your time