Heavens Door

Take me away
From the living
Let me walk among the dead
I want to be done with hope
With love
With fear
Today I wasn’t
Good enough
For anybody
I made two mistakes
Got yelled at for one
And can’t sleep
From words I heard
For the other
Let me drown
In the deepest of seas
Have
No one
Come after me
I still want my wings
More then anything
God you know
I don’t belong here
I don’t fit in
You know I’ve got
No home to live in
I’m too different and you know it
No ones willing to understand
Just take me home
Let me hold your hand
Please I beg you
I’m on my knees
You’ve heard me plead
Just like this before
Now kill me
And bring me to heavens door

The Marriage Purposal

“You can’t have her, she is completely impossible to love”

Spoke the god from above

He said this of his niece

The daughter of Orion

The man in the sky

often spyin’

“But I want to” spoke the man

he had a beautiful ring in his hand

not made of diamonds

but of emeralds

his eyes showed much love

for the goddess of pearl

who came from the sea

not long after he

“I refuse for you to marry my niece, she is pretty but I’m telling you boy she ain’t worth a piece of a penny”

The god chuckled and choked on his laugh

it was then that he was about to face

the wrath of the real man

with more love in his heart

then of ego in his head

later on in the story

the god

is soon found dead

5 AM

“Whom
Do you trust?”
He asked her
“No one”
She replied
For the one man
She has always
Trusted
Had died
(Her great grandfather to be exact)
“Then what of love?”
He asked
Grasping her
In his hands
“I don’t believe in it.
Any man
I’ve given
It to
Has only
Ever hurt me
So it’s really
Nothing new”
She wept now
If you don’t
Realize
Much of what
She says
Is true

Heartless Ice Man

“You don’t
Belong”
He said
“I wish you were
Dead, what I
Would give
To chop off
Your crazy head”
Spoke the man
Made of ice
For he’s
Much too
Dangerous
To love
Anyone
So instead
He sticks
Knifes
Into
Beautiful
Woman’s hearts
Leaving them
In pain
And feeling
Ashamed
For all
That they are

I’m On My Way From Misery To Happiness Today

You ever notice that whenever someone

“leaves” or “walks out” of your life 

it’s almost like they died?

it hurts that much 

and since you stop talking to them for a large amount of time 

it’s starts feeling like it almost is real

that they may not be dead in real life 

or in your heart 

but your life becomes empty without them

until they realize 

what they are missing 

then they come back 

and admit that they fucked up 

but you soon realize 

life is better without them

or you welcome them back into your life with open arms 

I haven’t had coffee in a long time 

this is the first time in a really long time 

I’d almost forgotten the taste 

I love coffee and I love tea 

both can make you live longer 

laughing can make you live longer 

I haven’t had a real laugh in a long time 

but everything is going to be okay 

and sooner then later 

I’ll be smiling again 

I’ll be driving 

I’ll be packing 

I’ll be working 

and 

I’ll be learning 

then someday 

I’ll be going to Ireland

and Paris 

and The U.K 

I’ll meet people 

and experience grand things 

and see so much 

maybe I’m not entirely meant 

to fall in love yet 

maybe my Irish man or English man 

is with all the wrong woman 

maybe he’s learning just as I am 

and not many people know of his guitar skills 

and the way he draws 

maybe he isn’t famous but one day he will be 

and we’ll meet on the red carpet somewhere 

or at one of my art shows 

I know one day I’ll go to New York City 

so maybe he’s there 

it’s all just right around the corner

and people that have made themselves 

dead in my life 

will miss out on my success 

it’s just the way things are meant to be 

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