Ex boyfriend
Begged for me
Back
An hour ago
I told him no
I said
My past is behind me
I don’t belong in your bed
Someday someone
Will care for me
Like you never did
Instead of scars
I’ll be given kisses
And we will look
At the stars differently
Then when you and I did
While sitting in your car
My vagina
Is no sanctuary
For any arrogant dick
I want a genuine man
Full of sweetness
With confidence
Not doubts
No man is perfect
I know that for sure
I’ve been alone
A long time
I suck at waiting
But someday the right one
Will know
And whoever he is
He will have enough
Balls
Not to just go
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Vision To True
Visions
Of
His face
Placed
Between
Her legs
Beard
Bun
And all
Hands
Placed
On hips
And breasts
Just like
She likes it
Shit
He knows
He’s in love
Yes
He is
And it’s
None of your
Bussiness
Show Up
She doesn’t ask
For much
Just that
This time
He will
Show up
Instead
Of getting
Her
All excited
Down below
Then not showing
Up at all
Sign of a Goddess (story)
“Please don’t fall asleep now” he spoke softly as he held her naked body in his arms. “Stay up with me, stay with me” he sounded concerned now.
“I’m awake don’t worry” she giggled “I was just meditating a little bit Shane, relax, I’m not going anywhere. I am completely naked on your body nothing could possibly make me leave” she gazed at him, pushing her hair out of her face.
He grinned a mighty grin. Damn he liked the sound of that.
She sat up on him, practically displaying her medium sized breasts in front of his face, in fact her whole body was just easy to gaze at. He noticed two birth marks on either side of her thighs close to her vagina. He saw a few on her back before too, they looked just like Orion’s belt, the sign of a goddess.
“Your?” he gulped but still held his gaze, looking even more into her eyes then he ever had before “Your Aphrodite… your different then regular girls, so very different”
She sighed and looked at him admirably, then laughed “Good guess but I’m actually not Aphrodite.. my real name is Juliet, I die in the end” she bit her lip so as not to look suspicious but he saw right threw it anyway
They laughed joyously, she always felt more herself completely naked, maybe she was Aphrodite. But of what use is a goddess to a human? goddesses carry so many broken pieces inside them from humans sadness and negative emotions which sometimes leads them to become quite useless to the rest of the world but Shane didn’t see that, he knew who she was from the moment their eyes met nervously.
“Aphrodite doesn’t have dark brown redish hair” she said confidently, still letting him study every part of her. “Besides.. dream girls don’t exist completely, no one could possibly find that, you only find Aphrodite when you find true love and true love has to be worked for and both people have to want it otherwise it’s a waste of a perfectly good heart”
“Whose to say I haven’t found Aphrodite my dear?” he asked her, already knowing the answer.
She was speechless. Then she said “I’m never going to be perfect for anyone, perfection is a made up word and it has nothing to do with love. Love is everything to me, it should be to the other person too and if…”
She couldn’t go on any longer, he had already passionately, lovingly, romantically put his lips against hers and kissed her like no one had ever kissed her before. She saw more the just fireworks, she saw visions, her powers or gifts were getting stronger as his hold got tighter.
She wouldn’t let them have sex since she didn’t really know what the hell they actually were at the moment, she only allowed sex if a serious relationship was happening in her life and to her she didn’t know what he wanted but this whole conversation just made it obvious to her, it was much more then friendship that is for sure.
After they made out fora few hours she went back to her subject of love. Her obsession. Her passion. The one thing that she felt made her more alive, just like her paintings, in love with love, in love with creating. She could do everything creative. He enjoyed that about her.
She could act, sing, (sort of) dance, play instruments, paint, draw, doodle, write, no one was as proud of her as he was when it came to her talents.
“Love is amazing” she spoke with a sigh, feeling sexually satisfied and humanly satisfied, though sex didn’t happen it was okay, he was lucky enough to get his fingers down there
“Why do you love love so much?” he asked looking at her face to face now, breathing in each others air
“I just do. Since humans just leave me or try to destroy me… I go towards the one thing that can make me feel less alone, love, hope, nature.. people think I have this sick obsession with not being alone but the truth is.. I’ve always been alone, even with my family I’m still alone and with my friends.. I’m always the one to save myself because people are afraid of me, they are afraid of what I could do to myself or to them. Being a goddess is so hard, it’s just so hard to feel sane, to feel like I am at least close to human and not some crazy psycho bitch.. my whole life I have been told how different I am and how I never will belong someplace or with someone.. I embrace it as much as I can but it’s a struggle” She felt like she was going to cry, her eyes almost filled up with tears but she held them back from fear of rejection
“I.. I try so hard to be seen as myself and not what people call me but I’m so sensitive to everything, emotions, energies, just a simple kind word can bring me to tears now, joyful tears but tears none the less. All my life I have just wanted someone to love me, it doesn’t matter how they love me but if I can just have that love, the non stop kisses from the heart, the passion, my happiness would overflow”
she paused but it looked like he was listening intently, feeling how she felt almost, realizing it all but still adoring her just the same.
“I can’t stand broken love, for me it’s always been me who loves the most or the only one who loves, sometimes I fall so fast that they just leave me and I hit the ground.. when I hit the ground my heart breaks a little bit each time.. if I don’t find my dreams, what I’m after soon it may be too late and my heart will stop”
She started to cry now. She could never look anyone in the eyes when she cried, only herself so she put her hands over her eyes and cried.
His heart almost broke hearing her story, seeing her cry like this, she was such a beauty, even while in tears he knew she was beautiful.
He took her hands away from her face gently and put them on his back, bringing her closer to him, gazing into her sad eyes and then kissing away the tears, bringing happiness back into her soul.
He kissed her and kissed her and kissed her, from everywhere on her face to the tips of her toes. She deserves to be kissed like this, he thought, still kissing her everywhere in sight.
He put so much passion and love into those kisses, she could feel it all. That’s all she really needed was for him to kiss her like that.
“Merci” she spoke sweetly as his face met hers, this time, she kissed him back just as he had kissed her only having a little surprise for him towards his private area, which may have been a bit too far for her but she loved him so it all just made sense, he had already returned the favor more then once.
“You’re welcome my goddess” he spoke softly holding her body so close to his now, feeling the warmth of her baby soft skin, her small body it was like a dream.
She smiled at him, he loved her smile. He loved her.
AUTHORS NOTE: So I’ve been pretty inspired, I kind of got this idea from my last story, when Alice the pregnant lady is having sex daydreams about her husband Chester, so I thought I’d make a more personal story by putting a goddess twist to it and a bit of myself. Enjoy!
Blurred Lines & The Sex Factor, Only Time Can Tell
I have seen article after article about this video and how it is considered “racey” or “offensive” to woman, I would like to disagree on this. He is talking about woman’s bodies and how beautiful they are in general with or without clothes. DUH. That is not offensive at all and this video is by far my favorite. I kind of envy the models for being able to walk around without a shirt in nothing but a thong in a video! I mean I’d love to show off my body like that. I am a bit disappointed though at how much vibrators cost, I mean the sex toys for men cost way less money at least from what I have seen. I find nothing offensive about showing one’s sexual nature and I have actually embraced that now.. and because of it I feel that I am in face better at the sexual things that can and will be done. I know it sounds crazy but I am very passionate about sex, I guess you could say that I sometimes may crave it more then your average girl, but that doesn’t mean I am a “slut” or a “whore”, I’m a very classy lady and enjoy romantic sex, blowjobs and kisses. Those three go together like sprinkles and ice cream or chocolate and peanut butter. I’ve had bad experiences with sex a few times, but I’ve also had pretty damn good sex. Now I’ve been told that men think more about sex then woman do, personally I agree with that notion but I also find it an attractive trait if the man tells me what he wants, so then I can tell him what I want and enjoy. For me I’d say the best thing besides the penis in my vagina would probably be him sticking his face down there, I mean if I give you a blowjob you eat me out, it’s just the way it goes, I’m also addicted to fingering. If he can do a good job down there then the sex will be no problem. I’m actually quite excited about gaining experience like this, you could call it studying, hah, I mean I’m not having sex with random guys, I’m just looking up positions, lubricants and things that I enjoy. Now I’ve told you all before that I am a huge lingerie gal, like big time, I enjoy matching thongs to fantastic bra’s and since I know how to strip tease.. YUP, it makes it all the more fun. For me and whomever my sexual partner is. Wow, I really went off on this subject but yeah human beings are remarkable. Sex is awesome. I’m extremely grateful for my body. I used to dislike my breasts quite a lot, they aren’t very big and they aren’t very small, I’ve been told they are perfect before haha and I guess they are, they fit nicely right where they are suppose to be. I don’t have much of an ass but it can be grabbed and I like it too. I’m also pretty damn short, 63 inch’s, weighing at 107 last time I checked (I’m not a fan of the scale and I honestly don’t give a shit how much I weigh) I’ve got a bit of muscle, pretty strong, I’ve got abs, whatever. It’s my body, I love myself just the way I am. I know hope isn’t something I should be having right now, I know things will never be the same and the past is over, which makes for a completely new beginning that I am open too, so when the time comes, which my intuition tells me it may but then again I’m open to meaningless sex too, break up sex, whatever you wanna call it. Whatever happens just happens but this time I am I’m a much better woman.
The Whole Universe Surrenders
Can I just say I’m so happy I’m a woman. Seriously I’m so blessed. The Up’s of being a woman are the boobs, breasts if I may say- If your uncomfortable about the subject I’m about to talk about you should go watch Nanalew or Meekakitty, their Youtube Channels are da bomb!
Alright so the perks about being a woman; the boobs, I can touch them whenever I want, they move up and down when I run, they are lovely shapes and are just so pretty. Plus they look sexy in lingerie.
I have such a love for the male and female body. I love humans.
Dressing up formally in short skirts and dresses. Although men can do that too.
Um Men get boners and have to hide it somehow, my underwear just gets a little wet. Plus Vagina’s are pretty, I’d never stick my face down their but you get my point.
Vagina’s, they are pretty cool, don’t get me wrong I love the penis but I could never be a guy, I’d rather have a penis inside me then have to go inside someone. We are talking sexually here.
I can give birth to children, now I’m not talking right now because its defiantly not the right time.
Now their are some down sides to being a woman but not that many;
1. makeup, makeup, makeup, I am not a fan of it
2. When we loose our virginity it is super duper painful, its like someone took a knife down there and just slashed it all up, we bleed and just ouch but afterward its a bit less painful
3. That time of the month; when we are complete bitches, we go from angry, to super sad to happy and we don’t understand a word we say through that time period, literal period. Its honestly not fun.
4. The pain of childbirth, although it is a “miracle” its a pain to push the child out so I have been told.
I dare you to look at yourself in the mirror completely naked, no makeup, nothing, just skin and hair on your body, look at yourself for three minutes without thinking a negative thought.
“You are you and that is truer then true” – Dr.Suess.
got it? good. Just enjoy your naked self because you had no clothes on when you were born, you were a beautiful baby then, you are still beautiful now.
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