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Mysterious Sexy Man in Black From Head to Toe, Who Are You? I must Know

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A man
In all
Black
From
Head
To
Toe
Your hair
To your
Shoulders
Your smile
I know
Who are you?
Will I ever
See you again?
Please speak
To me
If you can
I want you
Pretty bad
I see you
At school
All the time
And I
Really wish
You were mine
Skinny jeans
Laced boots
A tshirt
And a beanie
Like I said
I want you
We go to
The same school
Please let Monday
Be the day
I run into
You

All My Tear’s Have Been Used Up On Another Love.

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I’ve been unable to think about what to write

I’ve had no inspiration

and I’ve been doing so much

and thinking about so much

I’m really sorry

I haven’t written any poems much lately

I’ve been confused about things

and just ugh

I want all the answers now

but my mind is too frazzled

I still have one paper to write

Bit’s of art homework to do

and to study for my drivers test

I want my long hair back

I desire a lot of things right now

and I know some i’ll get

and other’s I’ll have to wait for

but I’d really like to go on a date

not just with anyone

with someone who I feel a connection with

my mom keeps telling me to try out a dating site

but I’m not into that kind of stuff

I guess I still have things to do

So I might as well get it done

I’d still really like a tattoo too

my head just wont shut up about relationships

and love of course

I swear this longing is like a..

a sickness

no one is answering me

I just don’t understand it

I feel like there are so many things wrong with me

but how can there be when I’ve changed so much already?

I don’t get it

I don’t get why I feel like this

why do I feel like this?

I’m sad because of some things

I’m confused

am I stupid for feeling the way I’ve felt about some people?

do I make bad decisions?

I don’t know what I want right now

maybe that’s the problem

I know what I want in a guy though

Someone trust worthy

loyal

who thinks about me when he can

passionate

weird

always answers back

cares an awful lot about me

tall

fit

treats me with respect

and in bed like a queen

takes me out to cool places

he see’s a future with me

has beautiful eyes

amazing hair

and hopefully facial hair of some sort

I like hairy so he better be hairy

I like my men creative and intelligent also

he can be creative like sports creative or

drawing, painting, music, my kind of creative

I dislike being treated like I’m “stupid”

he can be smarter then me but I don’t need him point it out to me

or any of my flaws

doesn’t make excuses, accepts responsibility

can say sorry

cry’s

I like nerdy guys too

he’s gotta like most of the things I do

but I dislike it when people always agree with me

so we can’t have too much in common

but if he doesn’t like camping and the outdoors we are not going to work

no hater of nature

is going to me loving me

he doesn’t have to be as obsessed with it as I am

but pretty close would be good

I am not begging, pleading or praying for this

I’m just announcing my criteria for a real man

this isn’t bullshit

this isn’t some fairytale

this is real

this isn’t me getting my hopes up

this is me putting myself out there

telling you who I think my kind of guy is

he isn’t a dream guy

or a prince in shining armor

I want someone real

I’m not bashing the guys I’ve been with

or the men who care for me now

I just would like some answers

as to how

The Marriage Purposal

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“You can’t have her, she is completely impossible to love”

Spoke the god from above

He said this of his niece

The daughter of Orion

The man in the sky

often spyin’

“But I want to” spoke the man

he had a beautiful ring in his hand

not made of diamonds

but of emeralds

his eyes showed much love

for the goddess of pearl

who came from the sea

not long after he

“I refuse for you to marry my niece, she is pretty but I’m telling you boy she ain’t worth a piece of a penny”

The god chuckled and choked on his laugh

it was then that he was about to face

the wrath of the real man

with more love in his heart

then of ego in his head

later on in the story

the god

is soon found dead

You Don’t Come Out Of Thin Air

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I paint pictures with my eyes

there has never been a disguise

I enjoy tea in the afternoon

with a spoonful of sugar

and a fire at my feet

I promise

this time

parts of me will change

I will no longer be sick

with such crazy ups and downs

personal suicide

will be done with

you will all

see me happy

instead of constantly hurting

no more obsessions with fantasy

to keep myself safe

you will all see

a very real Zoe

with white wings

flowing behind me

and a crown of flowers on my head

hurting others

will not happen

I hope you will understand

that this isn’t just a poem

but a promise

and a prophecy

a goal to be received

not just to others

but also to me

past poems have been

discarded

for much of this reason

please don’t be offended

 It’s just the start

of something new

for myself

and everybody else

there’s a lot for me to do

and I know I wont always make sense

but you gotta believe me

I love sleeping in tent’s.

It’s time to grow up

and get the fuck out

I pinky swear

bloody hell!

I’m going to soon

be done with

this shitty cycle

of constant pain

its time

constrain

it

with

relaxation

to numb it all out

and make it evaporate

into thin air

 so that it’s no longer there

As a child

Disney movies

were what I felt I could mostly relate to

my favorites consisted

of all the Aladdin movies

Beauty and The Beast

Mulan

James & The Giant Peach

The Nightmare Before Christmas

The Little Mermaid 2

and of course my most recent

Ratatouille

but of course

everyone knows

it’s not entirely right

to compare things

but as a kid

I loved Aladdin

I thought he and I had a lot in common

a sense of adventure

intelligence

and a great voice

plus I just loved the way

he fell in love with Jasmine

From beauty in the beast

it was Belle

Kids at school had told me that I was like her

only I had a super attractive father

which a lot of their mothers noticed

as I got older

especially in high school

 I felt just like Belle

in the musical

there is this song called

“No Matter What”

that I listened over and over again

I recommend you look it up if you’d like

they sing about being odd

and I am odd

I hardly had any friends in high school

and was made fun of greatly for being different

I was in the musical when I was younger

I played a champagne class

but I felt just like belle

sometimes I still feel like her

I would listen to Belle on repeat on my walks home from school

so don’t hate

but I’ve gotten into the habit

that if I feel like dancing

and singing in the halls

or at a bus stop

I will

I watch way too many movies

and read

way too many books

I was recently told by a friend

that I’m a very well rounded person

oh just wait till I start Yoga again

and my meditations

if you think I said

medications

just picture me sticking my tongue out at you

for a large amount of time

someone once told me I was silly too..

I like making people laugh and smile

which generally makes them happy

and lately

I haven’t been doing that enough

I haven’t been taking care of myself

I’ve just been hurting myself

and I’m telling you all right now

if you get thoughts of suicide in your head from too much stress or too much going on

I recommend you find someone who understands your pain

or is like you in that way

it helps a lot a lot a lot

People want to help you get better

at least the ones that truly care do

and as hard as it can be to hear the truth

you need to listen

and you need to stop hurting yourself

and thinking that no one cares

because you know what

people do

you’d be surprised about who actually does

and sure it may not be a huge number

but who cares

life isn’t about popularity

or who is right

it’s about caring and

seeing who cares for you

and if someone knows that you are putting yourself through pain

and they know you deserve to feel a thousand times better then this

listen and make a change

or your cycle will just keep happening

until you completely destroy yourself

and others give up on you

it’s the fear that stops you

I know I said I wouldn’t get too personal but I’m going to share an experience

I’ve only ever had two serious relationships

and to the guys it was never about peace or me

and I openly loved these guys

not at the same time of course

I’m completely incapable of doing that thank god!

but I did

I loved them so much

I worked hard to make them want me more

I made paintings

I cooked

I cleaned

I gave them things

these relationships both started out good

but they slowly dripped into chaos and I was hurt a lot

so from what I’ve learned now

I was scared to fall in love again

and to be loved

I was completely terrified to love myself

to love other people

I had never known of a man who could fully care for me

and try to understand me

because I was afraid of the events from my past

and I let those haunt me

instead of telling them to just fuck off and let me be myself and be happy.

Breaking away from them isn’t as hard as you think

once you realize you have

people who care about you

and think you are important

you think it scared you to see yourself crying in pain and wanting to die?

just think about how the people who care about you feel

it’s a sickness

it is

and it could take a while to get over it

I know it’ll take me that long

but I’m a fast learner

I just take things one step at a time

so I know I’ll be better in no time

and on Sunday I’m starting YOGA!!!

WOOOOO!

oh and heres a link to the song in the title

I almost said tit..le…

yeah sorry

no not really

I love being inappropriate

I like swearing

and I like talking about penises

and vaginas

so deal wifff it peeps!

thank you thank you thank you fo your supporttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

Heartless Ice Man

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“You don’t
Belong”
He said
“I wish you were
Dead, what I
Would give
To chop off
Your crazy head”
Spoke the man
Made of ice
For he’s
Much too
Dangerous
To love
Anyone
So instead
He sticks
Knifes
Into
Beautiful
Woman’s hearts
Leaving them
In pain
And feeling
Ashamed
For all
That they are