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To The Man Who Will Keep My Heart Forever

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Before you read this. I’d like you to take some time and watch this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OTYrFAElzww 

It will only take 3 minutes and ten seconds, I’m sure you can sacrifice that. 

I appreciate it, thanks so much. 

Now I’m sure this letter will make more sense. 

Dear Future Lover, Boyfriend, Husband, Best Friend, Sweetheart, The Man Who Will Hold/Keep My Heart Forever.. 

I don’t know if we have ever met. I don’t know if you are in my life now or if your meant to show up years later. I don’t know if you even exist but maybe this letter will pick up the pace, maybe god will shine a light on both of us and you’ll find me, you will hear my call so here let me tell you what I do know.. 

I know that you are not perfect but to me you always will be. I know that you have insecurities, I know that’s why you don’t talk about yourself as much because whenever you talk about yourself you feel like it’s all Ego showing but you don’t know how beautiful it is to hear that voice of honey and sunshine escape your pink lips. I know that’ll be why I ask you to call me instead of text. I know just hearing you say my name it’ll be like your singing to me and maybe you will sing to me. I hope you do. I hope I make you that happy. 

I know that you’ll think I’m silly because I’ll say humorous or awkward things to you and you’ll laugh at me. Your laugh is like a musical ya know? it’ll just make me want to laugh even more then usual and often you and I will have days of just laying on the kitchen floor almost peeing in our pants because we both said stupid funny things or while I was cooking I threw flour in your face. Something like that. 

I know that when I look into those eyes of yours that my cheeks will turn pink or red even. I’ll forget what I was going to say when you look at me and the same thing will happen to you. You’ll forget words but what words you’ll say to me will leave such a mark. We will always go back to old conversations, never really ending a conversation or actually saying goodbye. You will ask question’s I’ve never really thought of before, and each time I answer with more words then usual you will listen and understand. Yes, arguments are bound to happen and there will be times when you get angry and I cry because of your anger. I might even try to run sometimes but you will always be here. You will remind me over and over how much I am cared for and loved. You will teach me things and hold me when I cry, even if you can’t find any time to just hold me you will do the best you can. 

You’re not allowed to have better hair then I do but you can have longer hah. When we kiss or have sex or just lay together naked, you and I will do this thing where I run my fingers through your hair and kiss you and you pretty much cup my face. You’ll like it haha. 

 I really wish I knew who you were.. 

If you don’t have a beard of some facial hair of some kind then I’m sorry I’ll be an old maid if I have too.. you gotta have facial hair baby. I’m obsessed. I’m pretty sure you’ll be a nerd hopefully or a metal-head or a hippie, whichever category you want. I really hope your not a “hipster”.. I don’t like modern guys, my dream Disney prince is Tarzan and the man wears a loin cloth and was raised by gorilla’s.. 

Hmmm.. You won’t think I’m crazy, in fact you’ll find me just as fascinating as I find you. We won’t be like couples in the movies. The things we do will consist of camping, swimming, skiiing, traveling, going to movies, going out to dinner, both of us cooking dinner, having paint fights, playing paint twister, going to a cabin, hiking and a bunch of other amazing billion things I’ve got in mind.. babe, we won’t have 100% in common it’ll be more like 75% or 80% because I really don’t mind arguments or passionate debates. 

You’ll probably believe in God, I really hope you do. I bet I’m drawn to your passions. Every last one of them. Please don’t be a slob, pick up after yourself, it’s not like you’ve gotta clean everything until it shines. If you’ve got an addictions.. like your a drug addict or you drink too much or you smoke, I’m not going to like it. It’ll hurt me just as much if not more then it hurts you. I won’t tell you right away that it bugs me and I won’t ask you to stop but your privileges for kissing me will be few if I can taste or smell any of that on you..

I will write poetry, paint, sing all because of you. You will inspire me. You do inspire me. I’m a big romantic. I take love and crushes and feelings seriously. I know on the outside you’ll appear pretty insensitive to things and people but I know that heart of yours is just as big as mine. When you realize you love me, you won’t be able to stop saying it. You won’t be able to sleep. Even when we move in together you’ll sometimes watch me sleep. You’ll love kissing me too and holding my hand but you wont like to do much of it in public until after we are married. 

I know I’ll be more then happy to take your shorter last name instead of my incerdiably long one… 

I don’t know when we will be put together.. 

I don’t know if you’ll even enjoy my poetry and stories and art.. 

but I know I’ll always love you wherever, whoever you are 

Please find me when you can 

I’ve been doing a lot to try and find you or have you find me 

but I’ll stop trying so much now 

just appear when you are ready 

I’d appricate it if it was soon 

or in a short while 

I love you, I love you, I love you 

Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for being exactly who you are

I love you, I love you, I love you

I’ll see you later 

Sincerely,

Zoe, the love of your life and only wife you’ll ever have

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX  

 

 

 

To Whomever (Poem)

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When will a man look at me and think automatically
“She is the one I’ve been searching for” ?
Most do not understand
The great meaning of love
They simply pass it off
As a “childish romance” or a “small infatuation”
But they do not see the truth of it
Nor what passion and grace it can bring
So if your out there
If you claim to somehow love my soul
I ask you to let me know
I will not wait for you
Nor will I be your second choice
You put me first
and you bring me joy
And you read these silly stories
of love and passionate romance
You let my gifts
Bring the love out of you
even more
And if you please
promise me one thing
That I may
Have a place
to sleep
In your arms

It’s Just Nice To Feel Special Sometimes

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So I have been having the same dream about the same person for the past two weeks now.. 

Sometimes it’s more romantic, sometimes it’s more sexual.. 

but it’s always the same dream!! 

I’m not entirely sure if this means I’ve been thinking about this person too much 

or if he is thinking about me 

I still do not know why my nose has been itching so much

or who could be thinking about me 

but anything is possible 

my gut was totally right about someone coming back 

so my gut must be right about other things too

no one can really keep secrets from me 

because I just find out anyway 

and when things are obvious they are obviously obvious 

I mean you can take back your words 

but I see “passion” as clear as day 

and that is something that cannot be hidden easily 

especially if devotion is in it as well 

I’m not gonna turn a friendship into a romance 

unless I know the feeling is mutual 

you know now that I think about it..

I’m not sure if was a dream or more of a vision 

oh my god.. 

maybe it was a vision 

I mean my visions always feel more real 

and that felt real 

that didn’t feel much like a dream..

my visions only end up accurate 

based on that person decisions though 

and the choices they make 

for example 

after my slightly recent 

boyfriend broke up with me 

I no longer saw him in my future 

I ended up seeing what his future looked like instead 

with the ex before him 

I knew he was going to dump me 

but that was more in my intuition then a vision 

but I did have a vision of the last time we would see each other that summer..

and I knew that that kiss was the last one I’d ever get 

If I become very close to someone 

I can see their future 

and if they choose to have me in it 

if they even consider it 

I can see that too 

I wish I could just know what my future looks like now 

maybe then 

things would seem less of a challenge to get there 

I think I’m more concerned that I could just end up alone 

that no ones gonna want to take 

an opportunity to love me and get to know all of me 

I’ve had dreams of what this person is like 

but I never get to know what he looks like 

or hear what he sounds like 

unless I’m with someone 

and they want me in their future

Do you think someone would ever wait for me? 

if I waited for them? 

or is that not entirely possible? 

is there someone waiting for me now?

or are they searching for me too? 

Damn, what I would give to just know that I have been found 

I know there isn’t just “one” of “the one” 

but I’d like to know that 

I’m taken good care of 

I know that almost every girl 

is like 

“Oh I wanna get married and have a big fat ass wedding that’s worth a ton of money 

and I’m just like 

no thanks, I think a small wedding sounds good 

do guys even think about marriage? 

can they just realize that they want to marry this certain girl? 

is there just something about this girl that makes them think “oh wow, I want her to have my kids”? 

Wow, that is a very deep question

I’v only ever been with one guy who wanted to marry me.. 

he would always say “lets have kids!” 

and since I was only 17, I was like 

“No! I’m not having a baby at 17” 

and of course we broke up 

he was my longest relationship actually 

5 months or 6 months, 

so half a year 

I don’t really remember much though 

wasn’t my best relationship 

I’ve date nothing but boy’s 

I’d like to date a man for once 

one who would just love to commit to me 

no matter what the cost 

to just have that sense of devotion 

where he’s proud to say 

“That’s my girlfriend, she’s my best friend and I love her” 

with that bond that we worked hard to get to 

that trust 

that is what I want 

I wanna be loved for who I am 

in every way 

be seen for who I am 

see him for who he is 

I think kisses are the best way to show that you care for someone 

romantically that is 

I know I should probably tone down my love for love though 

if I want to get somewhere 

but maybe there is someone who appreciates that in me 

It’s just nice to feel special you know?

and sometimes girls like me 

we take risks to feel like that 

even if it means our hearts get broken 

I’ve done things that I do regret 

to get the feeling 

of being special 

it’s hard these days to find someone who doesn’t want anything from you

instead of just wanting to make you happy and love you

most people just leave after they have taken what they want 

but there are still some of us who stay around because we care 

and because we’d do anything to see you happy 

I don’t know how many people there are like that in my life right now 

I can tell you two, including my family but that’s about it 

this is gonna sound like a really dumb question but why do people leave and come back?

do they realize they made a mistake so they turn around and try and fix it?

or is it because they feel sorry about what they did before and they want to make it up to the person? 

or is it just something they saw that they didn’t see before?

can that happen? 

do they just come back to be nice? 

I think this is the first time someone has ever come back 

not wanting to take anything from me 

I guess I don’t really need to know why 

but I think the second most common reason people come back 

is because it’s something in their heart and in their head 

that tell’s them 

there are some people who never intend on coming back so they close the door 

with words like 

“lets just be friends” 

or 

“I don’t deserve you” 

at least after a relationship 

I believe that those are the words used 

believe me I’ve heard them a lot 

I know an awful lot about love 

I’ve been through quite a lot myself 

to finally know what real love is 

one day

someone’s gonna be lucky enough

to give me that real love 

I just wish I knew who