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Mysterious Sexy Man in Black From Head to Toe, Who Are You? I must Know

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A man
In all
Black
From
Head
To
Toe
Your hair
To your
Shoulders
Your smile
I know
Who are you?
Will I ever
See you again?
Please speak
To me
If you can
I want you
Pretty bad
I see you
At school
All the time
And I
Really wish
You were mine
Skinny jeans
Laced boots
A tshirt
And a beanie
Like I said
I want you
We go to
The same school
Please let Monday
Be the day
I run into
You

The Look

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Why would you

give me

“the look”?

WHY?

it has been

nothing but

five months

of constant

gazing

back

and forth

and you just decide

to say that it’s me

that you adore

in the look on

your face

I don’t know

wither to be

overjoyed

of your

love or care

for me

or to panic

out of worry

must I mean

that much

to you?

can it be true?

I’m afraid

that it

might just be you

you should

look at my heart

when you are near

it leaps

pretty fast

when I see you

my dear

Sweet Nothing.

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I feel like nothing 

I am no longer sad 

it’s like when someone is in the hospital

connected to that heart beat thing

and it just stops

__________________________

nobody is really talking to me right now

and that’s okay

I’m stressed and concerned

I can’t loose the guy that I like

who knows me better then anyone else does

R thinks a lot more then I do

like deep thought

and I guess I am desperate to see him again 

I want a kiss from him 

more then anything right now 

I’m putting all of my hope into

the situation he and I have right now 

but I’m still not sure 

If I can wait for him 

or if he’s going to wait for me 

I do still very much want to be his last 

I hope everything’s okay 

I mean I’ll see him at one point before he goes 

I hope 

do you think I’m hoping too much? 

I just don’t get how I get into these types of situations 

man do I really need a few days 

thank god I’m not the only one who feels like this sometimes. 

 

 

 

10 Days and Hope Good Things Occur

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I cannot tell you how completely DONE 

with people making me wait I am 

so fucking done 

yesterday 

I was promised a hang out 

with this guy I have been waiting three years to hang out with 

yes, you’ve got that right 

three years 

and in high school 

I was practically in love with the guy 

and I’ve given him a total of eight chances 

eight 

and I have been stood up each time 

with no answer 

which makes me feel disappointed

and when I am disappointed

I drown it all in eating snack food

and thinking FUCK YOU

over and over again

 

clearly I meant nothing to him

and if I did it was only for sexual purposes

which I am DONE with

I haven’t talked to the guy that I like

since last Saturday

and he hasn’t answered me either

and I want to see him next weekend

I want to kiss him

ya know

pretty much everything I said in that other post

I think I’m a bit sad too

but I’m not going to cry

Fuck, I really miss R!

and I want a hug from him again

I could really use one of those hugs

and him

R + Z

doesn’t that sound great?

I don’t want him to leave

I wanna be his girl

but I’m just done waiting

 

but I do think he is worth it

R defiantly is worth it

 

so fucking worth it

I hope he can drive now

and..

thinking about him

makes me automatically happy

yay!

I don’t get why I’m sad though

It’s like I’m sad and happy 

I’m sad because of being blown off by someone who I thought changed 

but I guess some people never change

and damn 

are those “some people” 

missing the fuck out 

and I guess I’m happy because 

there is some hope 

ya know 

I mean R finally see’s what I saw all along 

happy tears now 

small ones 

I feel like everything is going to be okay now 

and I feel like I might just be lucky enough 

to see him 

in ten days 

I hope 

 

 

 

 

 

Please Say Yes

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Here’s a tip that everyone should pay attention too

Never go back to your ex.. unless the relationship is worth saving and it made you a better person 

A while ago I thought I have to choose 

between this amazing guy that I have always waited for 

and this guy who finally just realized what he lost when he left me 

but the thing is 

I didn’t have to choose at all

because the right one already choose me 

by giving me a sign last night 

a text message if you will 

one that pretty much answered all of the questions in my head 

now all I need is one last question answered 

and I hope the answer is yes 

Complete The Connection

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“You live in your own world don’t you? to escape reality?” he asked her as they sat across each other in the empty coffee shop, It wasn’t one of those chain shops, it was more of a family owned business.

She held her chai tea latte quite gracefully but this question seemed to catch her off guard. She took a deep breath, tapped her foot and replied “I have no choice. If I let the majority of my mind slip fully into reality I have a higher risk of thinking that I am insane, if I let my mind seep into what isn’t reality then I loose myself. I live between worlds of the living and the dead and what’s real and what isn’t. It’s a battle everyday for me to not feel like I’m some total freak but I’m just the way I am, even if it is hard to be me”   

He didn’t budge an inch, he didn’t look scared, he just stayed. He gazed at her with such admiration she felt herself blush a little. Then the unexpected came out of her mouth. 

“I’m not an easy person to understand.. it can be hard for people to love me” 

“Why do you say that?” he asked getting deeper into the conversation, he began to play footsie with her under the table, she giggled, it had been quite a long time since someone showed affection towards her like that. 

“Well..” she began to explain, “No one’s really been willing to give me what I want” she finished with a sigh and bit her lip. 

He looked completely fascinated by the words she said and asked “What do you want?” 

He placed his hand on hers as she took a big sip of her coffee, she could always down a lot of coffee, it relaxed her and calmed her body, it always put her right to sleep at night. 

She smiled at him, “I want true love, I want a bond with someone that nobody has ever had before. I want to work really hard to get to that place where I fall more and more in love with him each day as I get to know him more and more each day. I want something special that lasts for years and years. I want to be someone’s wife and have someone’s children, I want a house on a lake and to go camping whenever I please..” she paused, took a deep breath and spoke softly “I want to never be alone” 

She finished off her coffee. Then looked out the window. Her long wavy brown redish hair outlining her pale face. She never wore makeup, she let the sunlight hit her face. 

His mouth dropped open with surprise. He knew she was beautiful but this, this moment, made his heart beat faster then it ever had before in his life. He said quietly “Oh, my god, it’s you…” 

She turned to him “Pardon?” she asked. Her entire being seemed to light up with the sun. 

He felt like he couldn’t breath, he began to feel like he wanted to give her as much of himself as he could. He wanted to see her always happy, to hear her voice as often as he could, he wanted to give her everything her heart desired and in that moment he knew he was exactly where he wanted to be. 

“Oh.. nothin'” he said shyly, but his look was quite obvious, no matter how hard he tried to hide it, she knew exactly what it meant. 

“Wanna get outta here?” she asked with a smile. 

He nodded. 

“Sure your done with your coffee?” 

He replied with a nod again. 

She grabbed his hand and they walked out of the coffee shop. 

“Here” he said “Lets take my car, I wanna show you something” 

“We are not having sex in your car!!” she laughed. 

“No. I know. I wanna show you my favorite place” he smiled at her sweetly. 

“Alright! Lets go!” she remarked happily. 

They got into his car. Hand still in hand. The radio playing in the background as they exchanged stories and spoke of interest’s. 

She found herself unable to speak of those who had broken her heart. She no longer put herself down, saying she is “fucked up” or “crazy”, with him, things were different. She didn’t have to pretend that she was made of sugar and spice and everything nice, he saw threw every small part of her. He cared about her all the same. Nothing about her could make him leave. He’d be a fool to leave her now, especially since he cared so much about her and how. 

Less then an hour later, they came to a dirt road leading to a parking lot and on the other side of that small parking lot was a forest, it looked so green and magical almost. She loved nature. Since she was expected to go on camping trips quite often with her high school, she always felt more at home in the wilderness, the water, the rocks, you name it, she loved it. She had no fear of any animal or insect, if you put her in a cage near a lion the lion would find its own way to love her, her soul, was pure, animals and humans a-like both knew. 

She felt her eyes widen at the sight of the forest “It’s so beautiful” she said softly. 

He smiled at her. It was the perfect moment to just say “You’re beautiful” 

That made her grin, she thanked him with a kiss on the cheek. 

He was hoping for more of a kiss on the lips but that was bound to happen at some point. 

They both got out of the car, their hands magnetizing together once again. They made their way to the obvious grey stoned path leading down the center of the forest. Walking and exchanging childhood memory’s, dreams and hobby’s. 

They came to a bridge. He insisted on giving her a piggy back ride. She was a short girl so it was pretty fun for both of them to have her casually jump onto his back without laughing, that was unsuccessful. They ended up laughing pretty hard. 

As they crossed the bridge they came to a small beach with white sand. He put her down, even though he clearly didn’t want to. She took her shoes off and ran into the lake. He sat on a pretty sand colored log and watched her. 

By this time the sun was going down. There was a lamp light by a tiny public bathroom nearby so they could find their way back to the car if they needed to. She couldn’t help but sing.. 

“Dear Prudence, won’t you come out to play? Dear Prudence, greet the brand new daaaayyyyyy. The sun is up, the sky is blue..” 

She looked at him “It’s beautiful.. and so are you. Dear Prudence, won’t you come out to play?”  He smiled and she smiled. 

“Can you sing?” she asked in a fake British accent, she thought it would sound sexy. 

He laughed, “Yes, but I’m not very good” 

She grinned then gave him a sexy look. “I don’t care, sing for me”

She stepped out of the lake and came to sit on the log next to him.

He sang “‘Cause I don’t wanna loose ya nowww, I’m lookin’ right at the otha half of me! The vacancy that sat on my heart is a space that now you hollllddd. Show me how to fight for now.. and I tell you baby it was eassayy comin’ back here to you once I figured it out, you were right here all along” 

She giggled and then joked “Your right you suck” 

He blushed full on red. “Oh shut up” he remarked jokingly. He smirked. “Your ticklish aren’t you?” 

“Not really, you’ll have to find out where” she half smiled and gave him a silly face. 

He moved in a bit closer to her, his face caressed her bare neck, then he put his face right where he caressed her and breathed in and out. She couldn’t stop laughing. 

“How did you know?” she asked 

“Oh I have my ways” he said with a smirk

She blushed. 

He kissed her neck this time, leading up to her lips. Before he went in for the kiss, he looked at her, straight in the eyes, he put a piece of her hair behind her ear then moved slowly in for a kiss. There lips fit so well together, they both felt a tingle and a jolt run threw their body’s, the connection was complete. 

 

 

 

A Shot of Espresso & Some Chai

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Why the fuck do I do this? I over-think and over-think and over-think. 

I like you okay, I like you! there! 

Ugh so many questions going through my head and this is the price I get for being a girl, shit.. 

My music isn’t helping either. 

Gosh, what happens if you don’t like me? what do I do then? 

your so much more amazing then I thought. 

I’ll admit I’m a bit disappointed that our date had to end but hey there’s always time for one more. I hope you ask me out again. 

It really does feel like my past is behind me. For real this time. 

You really make me happy you know? 

I can’t tell you how badly I wanted to kiss you in the coffee shop. 

haha, you were so nervous, I could tell. I think you talked more then I did. I like that. 

I wish I knew how you felt about me. Maybe sometime soon I’ll find out. I hope to find out soon. 

You said what you always do “I’ll text you sometime”

FUCK

you walk out of there so fast though.. 

I guess that was the panic of homework that needed to be finished. 

I sure as hell hope it wasn’t because of me 

I didn’t make you too nervous did I? 

I sure hope I didn’t. 

PLEASE, let me see you again. 

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You’ll Be The Prince & I’ll Be The Princess

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Why are there so many guys who are interested in me? 

I have had at least five maybe more guys ask me to go out with them since the new year, believe me its lovely but it is something I’m not used too. 

Men are usually intimidated by me or they say nothing at all but this time its different  I’m a woman now so that may be the case of it all haha

It’s snow out, very gracefully now and too think that I get to walk in it. 

I’m still not completely ready for my date haha that will happen within an hour. 

I feel like so many man are just blinded by beauty on the outside of a woman, many have yet to see what a woman looks like on the inside. After all the things I’ve learned as sextis as this sounds both men and woman can be filled completely with bullshit. I have met the same amount of woman as the same amount of men who look so beautiful on the outside but there souls are suffering from something that cannot be fixed unless they find it for themselves. 

I am going to be honest with you. I have never been the type of woman who hides beneath her beauty, in fact it was hard for me to find my true beauty on the inside. I always give to others even if I get nothing in return, I care so fucking much about everyone else that I had been blinded for the love of myself, but I found it now, I found that love. I feel that is what makes my soul so pure, because I love like no other, a woman born with two hearts. 

A woman either more human are very much less human then the rest, I honestly wouldn’t know. At points in time I dislike being human but at other points I also believe I am happy too be so but to have more power would be lovely. 

I have found myself reading Shakespeare’s Romeo & Juliet yesterday, I spoke the words allowed to myself, it was consuming, I very much put myself in each part, the words Romeo speaks of his Juliet are so touching. I’m pretty sure I almost cried.  

I don’t know what else to tell you. 

I know tonight will be quite an inspiring night. 

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