Make You Happy

I am
Made of
Stars
And
Galaxy’s
From afar
But do you see it?
Could my universe
Be what
God
Is trying
To tell you
To look into?
This is a chance
Of a lifetime
Not a waste of time
Break the wall
Between us
Give me
Answers
I know
I make
Your heart
Beat faster
God brought us
Together
So lets make the
Most of it
Loose the confusion
Strengthen
The compassion
Your meant
To be something
To me
Not an illusion
Or some kind of
Intrusion
You know as well as I
So please
Prove something to me
Don’t be shy
I know you’ve gained
Respect for me
But what I don’t think
You realize
Is that I
Hold the
Key
And I could make you
Happy
If only
You’d let me

Be Okay

“Will you
Not see me
For who
I truly am?”
She begged
Her hands upon
Her crying face
“It tis
Not the
End my dear
You have
Nothing
To fear”
Said the universe
So
Everything
Will be okay
You know

The Rarest Goddess Of All

How do
You live
In a world
Of reality
When imagination
Is breathing
Deeply down
Your neck?
Artists everyday
Are being
Labeled
As
“Crazy”
Or
“Insane”
Because they
Know more
About the world
Then the rest
Of the gang.
We make
Our lives harder
To show
Others
How strong
We are
Yet
Insult is
What we get
When we’re
Not perfect
At all
It’s taken me
Twenty years
To become
My true self
And love
Who I am
On the inside and out
Like I want
Others to love me
So shut your mouth
If your inclined
To insult someone
For their
ambiguities
No one
Will ever
Know
Everything
Not all questions
Can be answered
Even from
The universe
So sit tight
Try to avoid the fight
And give out your love
To everyone
And those above
Life
Is worth
Living

Where Does Yours Lie? (Poem)

There is a world
in each of us
Mine
lays within
my own eyes

The Ugly Duckling From Outer Space Makes A LEGO House

If I asked you 

“Do you think I’m beautiful?” 

what would you say?

would you say 

“Your pretty but there are other people prettier then you” ? 

would you say 

“Your alright” ? 

would you compare me to a summer day? 

or stars in the night? 

would you call me average? 

or would you say nothing at all? 

People see what they think is beautiful 

we all just see what we want 

but some of us can look past that 

for instance 

I believe everyone is beautiful in their own way 

my family never taught me that 

a lot of what I know 

I found out myself 

I’ve had negative 

and positive views on my looks

and I’ve been called fake before

but everything that anyone else has ever said to me

about my own beauty is just an opinion

and sometimes it’s a lie

 to be honest 

it takes a lot 

for my ears to believe what is said 

I’m not entirely sure why that is 

I’ve never really felt home 

anywhere 

and I’m pretty sure I’ve told you all enough 

about that 

my hearts been broken 

many times 

and 

I’m not sure if I want it to be broken again 

but that’s a risk I’m going to take 

I’ve sort of lost sight of the image of someone ever really 

loving me 

I know that’s probably not the best thing 

and I do have some hope, I never could live without hope 

even just a little bit 

nothings ever like the movies 

and nothings ever like it seems 

or how it’s suppose to be

you know 

and I can say I’m pretty 

or I’m ugly 

but your just going to 

judge me like everyone else 

or make up some illusion that I’m perfect 

when I’m just searching for a place to find home 

or a person who knows how lucky they are just to hold me and accept me for who I am 

it’s not easy being me at all

it’s been really hard 

I’ve cried a lot 

and I’ve laughed a lot 

and I’ve felt things and done things 

I never thought possible 

but somehow there is still that something missing 

there’s  that place in my heart that still hurts 

and I’m not sure if it will ever leave me 

it’s not from some dumbass who broke my heart 

its much more then that 

and believe me 

I welcome you with open arms 

but I don’t expect you to stay 

not for me 

leave when you want 

do what you want 

I’m just looking for my place 

before I have to leave it 

 

 

Watch What Happens With The Universe

Why is everything in life expected to have an expiration date? 

like what the fuck? 

I cannot believe I have not blogged about this before

now I may be a girl who dislikes

the word “forever” 

but I only dislike it because of how dramatic it can be and how so many people take it seriously 

when we don’t even really know how long that actually is 

anyway 

things in life can last for as long as you want 

its all about you

and how much you need this time or want this time 

the universe will be good to you 

I guarantee it 

if you want something bad enough

and you picture it happening 

it will happen 

it’s called the law of attraction 

my darlings 

I beg you please to look into it

it will turn your life around 

I just got back on that and “the magic” a month ago

so far things are going quite good 

I kind of took a peak at some of what I wrote down

so far so good 

hahaha

although 

some people may refuse to believe it

it works pretty damn well

I should probably work a little more on it

well its crunch time tomorrow so there you go 

Do you guys think that two people can know they belong together?

I mean obviously there is more then one love for a person I think

but there’s that quote isn’t there? 

about the three loves? 

“Fate gives all of us three teachers, three friends, three enemies, and three great loves in our lives. But these twelve are always disguised, and we can never know which one is which until we’ve loved them, left them, or fought them.”

there’s this other one too from A Bronx Tale (I think I watched it once..) 

“Let me tell you somethin’ right now. You’re only allowed three great women in your lifetime. They come along like the great fighters, every ten years. Rocky Marciano. Sugar Ray Robinson. Joe Louis. Sometimes you get ’em all at once. Me? I had my three when I was 16. That happens. What are you gonna do? That’s the way it goes, you know?“

I think those are both true. 

I have seen many more words on the three loves 

but I think its true 

I have had two already 

so I can only assume that there is one more 

I’m sorry mom and dad and sister and my therapist 

that I feel the way I do about settling down

but I’m just done working so hard for people that will not stay

and the man is staying 

he just needs to try to show me 

that he is 

it’s all I have asked 

besides driving to see me 

(until I can, that is) 

you see my darlings 

things just happen when they are suppose to happen

I wouldn’t label it anything

but if you’d like to, go ahead 

time is the most important thing we have in life 

people die every minute

people are born every second 

some of us are lucky enough to see

small parts 

of our future 

or of someone else’s 

but even so its best to stay in the moment

it took me 

very very long to see that

I can’t believe I’m just going on and on here

Yeah, I mean

I’m pretty happy 

so that would be why my hands type so much 

I have bags under my eyes 

there pretty gross looking 

at least to me 

he probably thinks 

I look beautiful either way

oh how did I get so lucky?