I think being a princess is overrated
I think woman still don’t have enough rights
I think men who think they know everything don’t know a damn thing at all
I think that snow can be a pain the ass unless you play in it
as in making a snow man
I think I’ve changed
I think outbursts wont happen anymore
since I’ve learned to control them
I think I’ve started to really stick up for myself
I think
even though
I’ve been bitter towards love recently
I’m giving up at that attitude towards it
and even though
I don’t have much hope
it’s really stupid to not think
someone is out there for me
who will love me
or someone is already in my life
its just a matter of time
but I don’t need a boyfriend
or anything like that
I don’t
you can call me selfish all you want
for being independent
but I’m telling you right now
that is just fucked up to say anything that like
I’m not selfish for providing and working hard for myself
I don’t always have to think about other people
I’ve been thinking about other people since I was seven years old
do you have any idea how many years that is until now?
that is
THIRTEEN YEARS
of thinking about OTHERS
and not doing the thing that was best for me
which is thinking about me
and getting shit done
and for gods sake getting rid of those emotional outbursts
that hurt so many people around me
but above all hurt me
I’m fucking done hurting myself
and I’m done with just giving people what they want from me
none of that is allowed to happen
I shouldn’t even be talking about the outbursts because it’s in the past
and I’m starting over